Wednesday, May 23, 2007
Passion-less
Right now, this week, I don't feel passionate about much of anything. Tom has his golf and although I poo-poo it sometimes, and call him one-dimensional, at least it's something he lives for. I would call my life right now chaotic, busy with not much reward. I feel disconnected from my feelings. Like I can't catch my breath to even look around. I really need to pay more attention to this and get back on track. I'm not liking it the way it is.
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So, basically, what you’re saying is that you want control of the situation, you sense the attachment, and you’re judging yourself for it in the process. Sounds familiar to me! Ideally, when I have so many things demanding the attention of my mind, I visualize the list being on the spokes of a wheel, spinning, and even spinning out of control. Then I realize that it is the center of the wheel where I want to focus, where there is less activity. I realize that I can’t totally detach from the list/spinning, but for a time I find refuge in the center.....to breathe!!
I really think I am not taking the time to "be quiet" and it's taking a toll on my psyche, not to mention my letters! Thanks for the visual -- and the reminder to breathe.
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